Several years ago I got to the point where I’d had enough of the way I was drinking and, more importantly, how it was making me feel.
- I was sick of thinking about it all the time (planning when and how much I would drink, worrying about it, planning ways to cut back)
- I was tired of being tired – waking up at 3am after a night of drinking and then being unable to get back to sleep
- I was worried that memories of the night before were often hazy – parts of conversations that I didn’t remember the next day, the end of a movie or TV show.
I knew something had to change but my attempts to moderate my drinking just weren’t working.
Once I learned why moderation was so difficult – you can check out the Four Reasons Why Moderation is so Difficult guide to find out more – I knew I had to take a different approach.
Delving into the why
The first step was digging into my ‘Why List’ – all the reasons why I wanted to take back control of my drinking. The list included:
- I don’t want alcohol to consume so much of my thinking any more
- I’m tired (in both senses of the word!) of waking up during the night unable to get back to sleep
- I am concerned that my tolerance for alcohol is increasing and what that is doing to my health
- I’m worried that drinking is making my perimenopause symptoms worse
- I get worried when I forget things from the night before and worry what that is doing to my brain
- I want to lose weight
- I’m sick of the dark circles under my eyes
- Drinking affects my fitness
Why was it so important to list out my reasons why?
Because, it confirmed to me that I needed to make a change to the way I was drinking. It was also a list that I could refer back to whenever I questioned whether my drinking really was ‘that bad’.
Looking through the list confirmed that I didn’t need to wait until my drinking was creating major issues in my life to know that I needed to change my relationship with alcohol.
Once I had written the reasons why I wanted to take back control of my drinking, I wrote a second ‘Why List’.
This was a list of all the reasons I liked to drink and it was important in helping me to delve into my thoughts and beliefs around drinking.
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